I'm Back!

Nobody ever told me that I would feel like I was on another planet for about three weeks after I had a baby. This planet was not always fun. In fact, it sucked most of the time. I rarely had the chance to just enjoy being a new momma with the stress of trying to successfully breastfeed, being sleep deprived, allowing my body to heal, and finding the time and energy to entertain people when they came to see us. I felt guilty for not being able to just enjoy my time with Caden. That guilt just added to the stress. I cried on a daily basis and Blake had to counsel me on a daily basis. I think I just expected everything to be a lot easier. I wasn't prepared for the amount of worrying I would do. I still visit this planet full of stress, worry, and guilt once in awhile, but for the most part I am back on Planet Earth enjoying my time with my wonderful husband and my beautiful baby boy!